was trying to get back on the horse of not eating carbs for a few weeks.
Got to my target weight a few months ago, but since summer has kicked off in full swing, I have been gobbling up every unhealthy thing that gets put in front of me.
So I stopped before school, picked up a healthy breakfast, bought my healthy lunch ….thought “good for you megan, today your making such good choices!” haha
was told an hour ago to come on down to the 1st graders “picnic”… and proceeded to eat a giant cheeseburger, macaroni and cheese, pasta salad, potato salad, chicken wings, a piece of cake, and a can of coke.
For the last 2 days I’ve been under the impression that This coming Monday was my very last day of school….
I gave all of my classes their work back and their portfolios, and their “goodbye from ms. day, have a great summer” coloring sheet.. only to be told by 1st graders this morning that they will in fact be here next week…and so will I.
yesterday I pulled my last sunday double.. thankk godddd
Mother’s day brunch went off like a circus, made more money then I ever have at brick house for 1 shift. After that, Surfbar was slow, and I was thankful to say the least.
Didn’t get to the mail at all last week to send out my mother’s day things… :( but I am super crazy lucky to have such strong amazing women in my life to look up to!! And Peg, I hope you had an amazing birthday/relaxing mother’s day. We played phone tag all day, but I do plan on catching you sometime today.
On a separate note of venting…
It’s weird…but every single day, I’m still battling the sadness. If I wake up in the morning sad… it wears off by the end of the day and I’m feeling like myself again… and if I wake up happy… it catches up with me so that I fall asleep thinking about this past winter.. and I just wonder all the time when it will end. It’s been almost 6 months. Jesus.
I am however getting into the swing of single life recently… and it’s getting more fun and comfortable each day. I really hadn’t been SINGLE in seven years… and it was a weird/scary concept for me… but I’m meeting new people everyday (one good thing about working food and bev) and I’m realizing that there ARE a lot of fish in this sea haha, and there are a lot of different types of people that perk my interest… and that are (surprise!) interested in me!
So.. here’s to learning how to deal with/shake off the sadness, and to having a fun care-free summer. *Cheers
worked all weekend… again. Surfbar friday night, saturday night, then brick house for sunday brunch, and back to surfbar to close last night.
WOOOO I am so worn out!!..and now here I am at school.. ready for another day of work!
Being 3 days a week here at school.. I technically have about 11 more mornings of waking up at 5:30 am!!! Seems like nothing!! I know deep down I will miss it here. I’ll miss the kids, and the supplies, and the stories, anndddd the paycheck..let’s be honest.
I really am just so excited to have time to dedicate to my own art… to being more of an active part of the artist community around here. To be able to take part in the art markets and shows I had to miss because I was working so much!! To sleep in, enjoy my day, get my head back on my shoulders….
There are a lot of things (mentally) I haven’t dealt with…I’ve been so busy that I’ve been able to avoid working on myself. Granted being insanely busy has been good, and helped me a lot… but I think it’s about time I take a breath and focus on me for a little bit.